a tender post today
Feb. 25th, 2024 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deferlantea thing i discovered thanks to my bff is how much i enjoy pet names. i never get tired of them calling me love, dearest, darling, sweetheart, babe (ngl i was kind of surprised myself how much i enjoyed getting called babe).
its wild how im usually so damn emotionally constipated but with them affection just flows naturally. cant go to bed without telling them i love them. good morning texts every single day. declarations of how important they are to me. it's weird in a way, how naturally it happened; but i guess i just feel that safe with them. i feel safe being vulnerable and open, and even cheesy as fuck sometimes. and it's great, truly. it's still hard for me to be open and not as emotionally constipated with other friends, though. slowly but surely, i try.
i guess i dont have have much else to say, it's just one of those days, a sunday night, almost midnight, and im feeling tender and full of love.
its wild how im usually so damn emotionally constipated but with them affection just flows naturally. cant go to bed without telling them i love them. good morning texts every single day. declarations of how important they are to me. it's weird in a way, how naturally it happened; but i guess i just feel that safe with them. i feel safe being vulnerable and open, and even cheesy as fuck sometimes. and it's great, truly. it's still hard for me to be open and not as emotionally constipated with other friends, though. slowly but surely, i try.
i guess i dont have have much else to say, it's just one of those days, a sunday night, almost midnight, and im feeling tender and full of love.
