i almost had a normal week
Mar. 17th, 2024 09:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deferlantei almost had a normal week
and by that i mean a week like normal people have
i worked 4 days in a row
(and wasn't sure i'd survive that, normal people do it week after week and years after years, yet for me it was an achievement)
i went to hang out with friends after work
went to a concert
and now im exhausted and i want to sleep for ten years straight, but i only have one (1) fucking day off to somehow rest from this
i almost had a normal week and the whole time i thought it was gonna kill me. idk when i'll return to normal society (if every) and i had a breakdown about it last week but now im just so fucking tired of it all. i wanna hibernate, or leave to go somewhere where i dont have responsibilities or anything really. apparently that's called being immature and unserious, and at almost 27 i should settle down and work my stupid fucking job to pay bills and be okay with it. fuck that man. i'll keep working my half-weeks, have people raise an eyebrow and silently judge me when i say thats it, i really only do 24 hours a week, no i dont have a second job. i dont care if people think im lazy, meanwhile my legs and back are in constant pain and it sucks ass. it all sucks ass so fucking much.
and by that i mean a week like normal people have
i worked 4 days in a row
(and wasn't sure i'd survive that, normal people do it week after week and years after years, yet for me it was an achievement)
i went to hang out with friends after work
went to a concert
and now im exhausted and i want to sleep for ten years straight, but i only have one (1) fucking day off to somehow rest from this
i almost had a normal week and the whole time i thought it was gonna kill me. idk when i'll return to normal society (if every) and i had a breakdown about it last week but now im just so fucking tired of it all. i wanna hibernate, or leave to go somewhere where i dont have responsibilities or anything really. apparently that's called being immature and unserious, and at almost 27 i should settle down and work my stupid fucking job to pay bills and be okay with it. fuck that man. i'll keep working my half-weeks, have people raise an eyebrow and silently judge me when i say thats it, i really only do 24 hours a week, no i dont have a second job. i dont care if people think im lazy, meanwhile my legs and back are in constant pain and it sucks ass. it all sucks ass so fucking much.
